Yesterday I kept telling myself, without doubt, that I was going to find a $10 bill for my habit (a bad tobacco habit). I just applied for SS and it will be a couple weeks before I get my first check. Never before was I so positive that I would come into money.
After a few bus rides to and fro Social Security, a stop at the grocery store and a mile long walk from the bus stop home, I reluctantly gave into the fact that $10 wasn't to be found
.I have been in possession of an ADP debut card for a few years. My last healthcare job deposited my paychecks to this debit card. I hadn't even checked it or used the card for over a year! For some reason I checked to see if, By some miracle, my Social Security funds had been deposited even though they told me it would be 2-3 weeks. Well I checked and the balance available was $82.17. A deposit made by my previous employer posted on April 30, 2019!
Wow! I had forgotten about for a year suddenly had a balance of $80 +. I not only was able to make my sin purchase plus give my wife $40!
...but I am supposed to be manifesting a hat, right? How am I supposed to do that on a beach? So off we went walking the seemingly zillions of kilometres along our favourite beach until we reached the Island that is now no longer and island (sand build up) . On a whim we decided to walk the back side which is not as naturally beautiful as the front so there are less visitors back there... We hadn't walked far when there in the sand was a brand new mens black Nikki hat! I looked around there was nobody around either on the beach or on the steep cliff above us... 
So George got his hat and I had a successful manifesting experiment. A win win despite myself. 
WAs so happy!... Then my husband pulled in the driveway, seems everyone thought I was dead. They'd been calling and texting for an hour and a half. Well, I wasn't dead, I was playing in my flowers and listening to Pandora. LOL! Thought every time the music cut out, I'd simply lost signal for a second... it does happen.
YOU COULD TURN IT OFF FOR A LITTLE WHILE!" Of course that's not the way it works. It took twice as long as usual, a test at every turn. I tried all the way breathing and turning my feelings around to no avail. Finally arriving I informed him he owed me six pounds of flesh. He drove us back home, while I closed my eyes, did a lot of breathing, trying to figure out what was behind and underneath all my negative feelings. 
. I am one of those people who does not like to be interrupted in the middle of a job. So what underpins that attitude might be interesting and perhaps contribute (along with a better dose of patience) to minimise the damage within and without when the situation arises in the future. Sometimes when I think a problem is straight forward, in fact, it actually often times has layers. I wrap myself much like an onion. LOL okay now my brain is diverted and reminded of the movie, "Hero," with Dustin Hoffman and Gena Davis. (Love both those guys) I'm thinking of the part when she is giving a speech using onions as an example. hmm maybe there is another reason I am reminded of the movie too. Messages and info can from from any number of strange places when we ask and open up to answers. Just need to slow myself down, let the chores wait and meditate on it, eh? I wouldn't mind seeing the movie again either. Might as well use the Law of Attraction to make that happen. 
