
There's something metaphysical about choosing to become "as if one has never been".
From one perspective, there's no pain, memories, experiences, relationships ... nothing."
In other words, what's the problem with so choosing?! After the event, there's no You
to be concerned about having lived such a life (lives) and made such a decision.
From that metaphysical perspective, you're "absorbed" by the universe
... or discarded - either way, a "Paradise" of non-existence?

The act of choosing non-existence seems related to one's soul content
when the final decision is made. In fact, a decision may not be required
once a soul exists, devoid of eternal value - those life forces enabling
continuing existence to Paradise and beyond are themselves depleted.

And this suggests that participation (continuing growth) is necessary
to assure that the life forces of one's future existence increase and thrive.

A life that is perceived as work and no play, all for no or mediocre return
on investment is probably an isolated, unbalanced life.
Rod