Dear Julie,
My heart goes out to you and I am so sorry for the pain you and your family must be experiencing after the passing of your wonderful father. My own Dad is aging and we are separated by an immense ocean so I am finding every moment precious that I spend with him either in person or via phone and computer.
I will certainly add you and your family to my prayers because where ever these troubles stem from, it is obvious you are worried and concerned and something is wrong. To be completely honest, I am a bit out of my element here, but my thoughts lie in a combination of both Michele's and Arthur's (Overminds's) posts. There is much in this area we do not understand and these things do happen even though many of our spiritual texts do not speak much on them. I feel both Michele and Arthur are "spot on" in regards to the self help you and your family can provide in addition to the prayer work from our end. You see, within each of us dwells a little part of the Creator of the Universe... and from This awesome God Spark flows a guidance often felt through intuition. With work, an even closer connection can be achieved, creating an awesome eternal partnership. It is true, life can be full of potholes and rough patches, but it helps to remind ourself of this constantly so that in happy peaceful times we rejoice in the blessings of the moment/day and in hard, sad and lonely times, we remember to lean heavily into the "spiritual arms" of the One who knows us better then we know ourselves, the One who can see our eternal future at a glance. Somehow over time the peace this provides sort of settles in the soul and we are better equipped to battle anything that comes our way even things of confused darkness.
We are all, every single one of us, much loved, powerful children of God and we are one. So you see... our support for you... your support for us and others reinforces the energy that we receive from the Source of all things. When we claim this Love and weld it, ugly dark things cannot thrive...We are free... truly free!
So I ask you dear Julie to think about what helps to empower you... what helps you to see the Light that Michele and Arthur speaks of and claim it and weld it knowing that you are not alone as you, me, all of us, have the power that creates and fuels entire universes behind us.
With Love,
Sandy