It was like my phone was scrambled and it kept keying 888... like the number was jammed. I ended up with 888*8888***888* 8888... repeated until the number board ran out of room.
I H8te 8's.
The last time I received 888 was when the breakup with my girlfriend was in its stages of demise. It might as well have been 666.
Last time is was a lesson because it was a number off of school bus (I lost the love of my life, and I had to learn how to cope.). This time it was on my phone so I can only guess that I am getting ready to lose everything else and maybe this time I will get the message. (Or not, because my phone would not let me read my messages because it was stuck on 8.)
I suppose I could be gr8ful that the numbers are not on a hearse license pl8.
This was a big change for me last time I received 8's... it floored me. you can't get much lower than where I have been... but I am not one to tempt fate so, I suppose it could have been worse.
My art career is in the toilet... it never really has amounted to anything.
I've been leasing a building that is like a giant money pit.
They shut my electric off on the building today.
(Haha, I'm too L8 on my payment!)... no lights no power tools, no work.
The a-hole that I sometimes work for, I can't stand. (I may have fixed that problem a few weeks ago.) ((Midwayers have let me know that I'm a bone fide dumb-ass.))
The "art business" that I want to start is like watching a raccoon wash an ice cube.
I cant even keep and maintain a garden for very long because in the process of making something work the garden dries up and dies on me.
My gardening job is over...It's winter, & the great truck driving job helped me drive that away.
So... I keep lying to myself telling me that things are going to get better.
I've been telling myself this for the past 6 to 8 years.
Things have not gotten better.
(Maybe, I broke a mirror or inherited some sort of reverse midas touch.)
Maybe, these 888's this time means not to freak out or worry, but a lot of not worrying has helped me to the place where I am now. Maybe, the 8's are good and now I will experience getting rebounding.
When you play Crazy 8's you have to play all of your cards... I don't know what I haven't played yet.
I'm going to try to medit8, but I'm not very good at that either.
I'm frustr8d.
