
I'll make this one quick hopefully, ++lol+ sometimes the words to express wont stop streaming.

I like to take my mother out every week and give her a sense that she is still very valuable to me, I let her teach me how to pick the right fruits and vegetables for about...the thousandth lesson, but i love it. You know, "squeeze here and shake there and hold it up to the sun over there". She plays the lottery from time to time, i believe at this time the NY state Lottery was about 4 trillion billion gajillions or whatever, about 12 euros. Before we head out she asks myself and my stepfather for a number to play. I chose something, She chose 4:44 and he shouted out something in spanish that i couldnt hear, she said "He wants '1111'". I kid you not. Please keep in mind that this was about 2 days after i 'somehow' came across the video that changed everything, so i was already spiritually shell shocked. so we head out and shop and enjoy the love that still endures, on the way home she stops to play those numbers , and she told the man all these numbers she wanted to play and after a pause he said very low "11...(something muffled)". i couldn't hear as there were about 12 to 15 people in this tiny corner store(Shop/Bodega). She said loud "1111 is out" My face turned white as i realized the scale and the very real 'reality' of this experience. My face color returned as this feeling of warmth and weightlessness was all over me. My back straightened, head held high, i felt as if i would hug each and every one of them. I gazed into the eyes of these strangers and saw how they stood in line eyes tired and hoping lightly to win this money, I could not help but feel a different love, like Ive never felt before. I remember as we were leaving i walked into the gaze of this one heartbroken looking man, he looked straight into my eyes and i felt inside telling him "we're gonna be ok". When I began to ponder about how many people it takes to sell out a single lottery number, I felt so very small. "how many people are being prompted?" I asked myself "How many will be conscious enough to see these sequences,let alnoe connect them with love and Spirit?" "There are so many that do not even believe in Spirit" My mind could not comprehend what I was trying to understand. It still can't.
Love, Daron