Thought I was alone :)

[lack_clarity]

I am happy that I am not alone in seeing numbers. I had a very tough time during 2008 when I started seeing 11:11. Mostly it was on my mobile. I used my mobile to send a lot of messages or for chat and I brushed it away thinking that its because I am using it too much and I will have to invariably see it at least twice a day. This kept increasing, and I would finish a call and look at my cell phone to see 11:11. The occurrences were not like once a week or 2-3 days in a week. It started becoming almost daily. Then I always saw 11:11 at night too. It was like, I was seeing it twice a day almost daily. Suddenly, it stopped. I was using the mobile less during the time it stopped. I didn't even notice it stopping. Then all of a sudden it started again after a few months. One of the clocks in the house stopped and we changed it to a digital one. Ever since that happened, I have been seeing 11:11 again. Now it doesn't stop there. So much so, only after seeing it did I realize that I haven't seen it for sometime. Now its all sorts of numbers. 11:11, 12:12, 10:01, 10:10, 3:11, 10:22, 11:22, and many others. I guess I need not explain further. I see it at various places, my cell phone, the digital clock, my office desk phone, my computer. I get prompted more then 3-4 times a day.

I did a Google on 11:11 and ended up here. I read through various stuff and got a little convinced. I have to be honest, that I didnt believe in the 1,111 angel stuff. I still am not totally convinced. But yesterday when I kept seeing 11 repeatedly, I said to myself pretty loud. Okay, if there is someone who is doing this to me, let me see if it happens at the next hour.. it did through out last evening, it happened. I even saw a 8:18 and knew it was like someone told me see the clock for no apparent reason. I didn't even keep track of time and ended up seeing 7:11, 8:11 and 9:11. I am clueless now. I dont know if I should believe or if I should brush it off as co-incidence. The last 5-6 years I haven't been my usual enthusiastic self either. Too many things happening in life--some bad and some good, lost grand mom and mom in succession within a few months, gave birth to a little one, not very happy in my relationships and when things were getting beyond my control and was praying a lot before my pregnancy was when I started noticing the elevens. During my pregnancy I guess I missed seeing them or may be I saw them but never really registered. After my child birth, I keep registering my prompts again now. One thing that appealed to me immensely on reading all that stuff in this forum was the meditation. I did start on that yesterday. When I read that meditation helps, something in me told me that those numbers kept coming up for me to come to this forum to read about the meditation. Have I gone down right crazy?

Its just 3.21 pm where I live and I have seen more than 4 prompts today.

[Sandy]

Dear lack_clarity,

Hello and welcome to our 11:11 board. I smiled at your post and I appreciate your honesty. To tell you the truth, it is quite a lot to take in at one time. I understand, because I was taught all my life basically that the world was sort of 'black" and white" and that what you see and understand of the physical is it... next to God, of course, and even then, God was watered down as I was told He/She doesn't do miracles anymore. My search began years before I came to this board . The funny thing, I didn't realize it until this week. It began quietly in my own back yard. Many years ago, through much effort on my part, I began creating a special place, a walking garden of sorts. It took some time but eventually I created a beautiful haven, a place of peace and reflection in my busling world. I discovered I could sit there gazing at the flow of life around me and my mind would wander away from the physical and to things unworldly as I appreciated nature's beauty. I became quiet within and it was within this quietness that a new joy grew in my heart and a desire to know more...help more... discover the answers to things all my life I have been told do not exist. And that is probably what is most helpful for soul growth, a little quiet time with God and our Celestial Kin the angels, midwayers etc., meditation time.

There are many paths to God and you will find the one that most touches your soul. It will be yours with all its twists and turns backsteps and forward progress. And it flows with some type of daily meditation, time spent learning to quiet your mind and learning to feel, hear and see the celestial "voices," imparting wisdom, encouragement and support in our lives. It begins with small steps, a gradual progression that eventually changes the way we observe ourselves and the people around us and it is in this change that the world will change with us, one person at a time.

As I said earlier. I know this is an enormous amount of "stuff" to take in. Couldn't blame you if you ran 'kicking and sceaming" as far away as you can, many do. But I hope you don't. I hope you stay and continue to practice your meditation and follow your own inner leanings. And I hope you share what you learn and discover with the rest of us.
Love,
Sandy

[Geoff]

Dear lack_clarity,

Welcome to our board. Yes many folks are quite surprised to find out how many of us are in this. Have a look at the first forum - FAQS. It may help. Meditation is certainly the key.

love,
Geoff