Sandy wrote:Dear Roxiedog,
I am floored by the heart ache you have endured in your life... I am so sorry!
I suppose it is the way a person views a particular situation that determines whether one considers a happening a miracle or a natural out flowing of life. As I ponder this though I wonder if there is really any differnce...Life and our natural world is wrapped up and a part of the unseen world as well. In my opinion there is no separation... Spiritual laws and occurances are still a part of the world we know...just not as familar to us perhaps as physical we are struggling with our human minds to understand.
Anyway all of that mumbo jumbo I just mentioned above seems meaningless in relation to what you have experienced in your life. It is one of those moments when I want to look up into the heavens and wave a fist . "Why God?" Why do some people suffer so?!!!":(
Your son sounds like a"fighter". How proud you must be of him and what he is accomplishing against all odds.
My friend Carol has been once again heavy on my mind today. Wingzie, as she was known on the board was the kindest gentlest person one could ever find and a powerful reiki healer. Several years ago she was diagnosed with ALS...a most horrible way to die and most people rarely make it five years. I was so mad at God for a few weeks when she told me.
I threw a terrible temper tantrum and it took some time and an effort from Wingzie to help me settle down. I watched her over the years fighting to live, rarely giving into self pity..and in fact focusing on others in need. How I longed for her to be healed. Even when she died a few short weeks ago I couldn't be happy for her...knowing that her tough sojourn on this world was finished and her work complete. I wanted her to stay, selfishly for me, because I couldn't imagine her not being in my life anymore.
But in reality she won and beat the disease in many ways because of her attitude, you know...At least that is the way I look at it... she changed lives even from her bedside and no one will ever be the same for knowing her... a pretty good legacy I think... Don't know why I bring her up...my heart is just aching a bit at the moment. I miss her so much...
Love to you and your family Roxiedog...
Sandy
I didn't notice that you are from Australia, don't know why I assumed US . You are probably in bed and my day has just
begun. Well, a few hours ago that is,. It's 9:53 here and -5C, a little different from conditions where you live...probably
"Life and our natural world is wrapped up and a part of the unseen world as well. In my opinion there is no separation... Spiritual laws and occurances are still a part of the world we know...just not as familar to us perhaps as physical we are struggling with our human minds to understand."
Probably the best description of how I feel, my only problem is taking the time to embrace it. I feel like I have multiple
spiritual strings trying to pull me in, but I am pulling away in the opposite direction like a bull .Time for action is around the
corner for me , I can feel it.
I read some of the comments about Wingzie, I was just on the forum when she passed away. She must have been a very
special person. It is normal to feel sorrow and this usually turns to anger . This is a very troubling time to control the anger
and it takes a lot of focus to calm yourself down. I've had so much to overcome that it seemed insurmountable and to some extent it was for me. I had to create a new me or rather new normal just to get by. Eventually this does work but for me this took many years with a lot of setbacks along the way.
Must get back to work, the boss is naggging again
Thanks for sharing!
but I knew different. 
It is as Tannis so often reminds us.."we are all one"... and as I reach out calmly to all of you I feel love and peace. It is so nice to have "family" who understands, supports and accepts me ...just the way I am...
I must admit though it took a lot of paperwork and visas to satify the Australian Government. 
