my Darling PP
I again lost another heartfelt letter trying to show you the latest picture of Amelia I think I need someone here physically to give me a crash course
Anyway my sweet friend I just wanted to say how wonderful it is to be back and ....Thank you Sangy I could hear those calls also.
This brings me to the very possible subject of the possibity of this manisfestion

we are all such strong members of this extradorany family who can make this dream a reality
Lynn my month away at South Pacific was life changing and I am working everyday to keep the lessons gained happening on a daily basis. What I learned at a core level is I have been pushing women away as a result of the toxic shame I carry from my upbringing. You see, we were never allowed to have riends over for birthdays or never allowed to go to their houses, we were programmed to believe as Romanies
there were the outsiders and then there were us
During an exhausting process I could see I have been trapped like this for most of my life, I am blessed to have 3 girlfriends who know of my family and what they did for survival in this country when we got off the boat.
Our cousins were our playmates and I now understand where it came from understandably my Father lost many many young cousins,uncles, parents older brothers in WWII, I even brought this up as a issue as the lectureers used gypsiy children as examples for experiments in camps, no one from Europe survived, it's very sad and I guess left my father with a toxic sense even in Australia we were different. He was also involved in many activities which I suppose normal families did not want their children near us in any way. My Aunties were working pyscics and one was even put into a mental institution for a mental illness. Funny looking back we would visit her and she was doing readings for the Nurses and Doctors

very frustating...
So I have handed back their shame and am working so hard to break the negitive pattern with my family,
Pulling away from beautiful women like you is something I have done all my life, but in one group session we were asked to close our eyes amd imagine exactly where we would like to be in that moment.
I saw myself and you walking down a dirt road with beautiful bird noises, then we stopped and both looked at each other we could hear a noise from the water and Lynn it was a large pod of whales they were just breathing and blowing a bit of water. We sat on the grass together and I placed my head on your lap Lynn for the first time in my life I felt safe and the essence of love,,,,it was beautiful
This brings me to the concept wihich in turn will manifest you, Laura, Petra, Aqua Deb, Lilislight,Tannis, Sher, Heather, Liz, Anne, Lily and if I have left out a name forgive me oh Bing and Daggy o BJ the list goes on' come to Australia and make Sandy the happiest woman on the planet, not to mention George, Bing, Daddy o ,BJ and Geoff and I just know I have missed so many forgive me please it's 3.08 Nasari my Lord even Redshif, Even if 2 come to begin with it starts the energy rolling.
Can you imagine how wonderful it will be cooking that corn bread and each person creating a dish?????
There is the Ashram in Mangrove Mountain which is $40 a night with all meals provided, my friend Mardi who has taught Yoga for over 20 years will do classes for nothing. Back to the two or three of you coming surely we can drum up those fares are they really that cheap??????
We can have a big fire there and dance like free sprits gathering and create a raging fire of healing...We have houses well I have floor room in my unit but who cares
I'm not on a roll here PP I truly believe this will happen, by keeping it simple and putting it out to the universe anything is possible

and of course anyone who wishes to share this experience even Morning Light it was MO's original idea to do this why do we need a special date or year? Everyday we are living is a miracle.
I am good at organising this stuff this is what I did for a living years ago, Public Relations...
I am almost feeling this is coming from a power greater than me, I asked for a sign,,,,,our time on this planet is short and we have the most amazing collection of lightworkers I believe on the planet
ok I will put this out to you all and the universe, all we need is airfares food is in abundance, shelter is available and imagine Sandy and George's faces, I love you all so much and just want to hold each of you in the physical

Honestly George is it possible I am being prompted to feel this strongly about a small gathering next year? I have had more 11:11 prompts in the last three weeks than ever before this is going to happen family, my godness even on the news tonight there was in the weather report 2x 11:11 11:11 it's time to hold each other for then the circle will complete (the first one anyway) look I am not wealthy but I am living proof people can make anything happen if we truly believe and manifest, the Midwayers are charging me.
LETS thrOW SOME LOVE TO THE WIMD AND JUST TRUST THIS IS BIGER THAT US, THE MONEY WILL COME

OUR TIME TO HOLD EACH OTHER IS NEAR
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH AMD WE ARE WAITING JUST 2 WEEKS OR 1

FROM THE CORE OF MY SPRIT

GYPSIE DEB

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