Vibrant Colours in Spiritual Vision

lilly · Post by **lilly** » Fri Jan 09, 2009 8:28 am

Hi Everyone,
This post is what I can remember of the one I deleted in a moment of impulsiveness...

Sitting in the garden on my little chair I was feeling such despair and heartache over problems in life, tears were streaming down my face. Not that I felt the midwayers had abandoned me at all...in hindsight I realise that there are some things in life which must be faced and corrected..one being reactions stemming from childhood....very painful...like a hot coal in the throat stuff....With help I can grow up and refrain from blaming others for the way I act now....Huge learning curve....
On closing my eyes a vibrant red colour filled my spiritual vision, it felt like my base chakra blended in with Mother Earth and felt anchored to her. This was followed by orange...yellow and then a bright pale blue..but no green. Wondering why this would be I was told that things would be sorted out and not to worry about life situations.... could see two figures....one with material wrapped around their head. Other things were being said very fast and I couldn't catch what was said....My whole being was filled with a golden light. Saw myself holding a microphone and singing, looking very happy. I could see Yogananda's face clearly with a sweet smile. Felt truly blessed and grateful. Thankyou for understanding my childlike side. I know nobody here would hurt me or pull the rug out from under my feet.
Love lilly xxoxox

blue nova · Post by **blue nova** » Fri Jan 09, 2009 12:18 pm

Goooooood morning lilly

I wondered consciously about that and two figures appeared to me and started telling me not to worry about that and things will be taken care of in my life. One of them had material wrapped around his head.

sounds like Teachers to me sis.....the turban or head-dress, sounds like a certain Guru to me...

A golden light filled my being and I could hear information coming in very quickly....can't remember any of it though.

you will remember.....i promise. the info will 'trickle down' into your consciousness....

a wonderful experience sis !!

Teachers....always point towards God....

it seems that they steered you right to Him during this mediation...

(((Hugs)))
anne

SheraX · Post by **SheraX** » Sat Jan 10, 2009 1:48 am

That is beautiful Lilly. Happy for you.

*hugs*

MichelleP · Post by **MichelleP** » Sat Jan 10, 2009 2:17 am

Very cool.

Love,
Michelle

lilly · Post by **lilly** » Sat Jan 10, 2009 2:32 am

Heather, Anne and Michelle,
Thankyou, I feel really fortunate and blessed to experience this. In the car this morning was thinking about it and looked to see 777 straight in front of me..
Love lilly xox

lilly · Post by **lilly** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 11:00 am

Hi Everyone,
After reading the Progress message today...I felt saddened that my stillness meditation involved seeing myself happy and singing. And seeing the figures that I did....If the midwayers step back from me then so be it. My intentions are not for personal gain. Sorry I will edit my post.
Love lilly xox

George · Post by **George** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 1:28 pm

Dear Lilly,

You wrote:

I felt saddened that my stillness meditation involved seeing myself happy and singing.

Perhaps you need to read that transcript again. In sharing the experience you are involving others, one person at a time.

God bless...

Post by **Sandy** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 2:10 pm

Dear Lilly,
What in the world are you talking about? Is this the part that has you so upset?

“If your stillness meditation is designed to simply achieve greater success in a monetary fashion, in your endeavors, in industry, or your trade, you will find that we will step back. We do not often assist you in those functions. However, if you are oriented towards others, working with others, making life pleasurable and worthwhile for others, we are with you every step of the way.

Since I have known you on this site you have done nothing but be concerned about the welfare of others. We all have to heal and by healing ourselves from the inside out we are better able to heal the wounds of others. The Midwayers want us to be joyful and happy and they delight in our delight as we each close the gaps between us. Since you deleted your message I cannot comment on your experience. But I cannot imagine it being in any way detrimental to your welfare or the welfare of others.

I read the above excerpt of the transmit as they,the Midwayers will step back from those endeavors that involve self centered monetary gain. Heck, I am more guilty of this than you as I buy a Boystown home ticket every month and hope to win the jack pot. In fact when it (The transmit )was coming in I thought " oops!"

You and your on going spiritual progression and journey have helped me and many others on this site. Why would you think you were suddenly cast aside? The Midwayers know we are imperfect. For that matter so are they. But we all forge ahead, working through the rough spots and misunderstandings that occasionally arise. That is what family is about.
When all peoples of the world look to the other as family than we will know that progress has been made on this planet and we have turned the dark corner.

Read your signature...does that sound like a person who is completely self centered and entering stillness strictly for monetary gain? You are an earth angel, lady...accept it and move on doing what you do best, spreading God's light.

Love and hugs,
Sandy

MichelleP · Post by **MichelleP** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 3:07 pm

My Dearest Lilly,

Put it back!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Sandy said is right. You are not a selfish person and the midwayers and any other angels out there don't see it that way either. Your vision was uplifting in so many ways. Not just for you but for all who read it. I myself had a sort of healing dream after reading it. Not quite as awesome as yours but I thought of you when I woke in the morning and gave a big smile. It seriously isn't about saving the whole wide world but about saving ourselves first and by doing that we do our part to save others just by being us. What you experienced was a beautiful gift and I was so happy you shared it with us. You have no reason whatsoever to feel guilty. Please don't.

Love,
Michelle

lilly · Post by **lilly** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 3:09 pm

Carrying on like a silly billy....

had a temporary attack of over sensitivity...I am sorry.....

Forgive me for acting like this....there are people being killed by rocket attacks overseas...makes me feel awfully ashamed. Please forgive me.
Love lilly xox

Post by **Sandy** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 3:35 pm

There is nothing to forgive. We love you sis!

{{{{LILLY}}}}
XXX Sandy

lilly · Post by **lilly** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 3:59 pm

I love you, too...I've put my put my post back as best my memory can remember. xoxox

MichelleP · Post by **MichelleP** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 4:15 pm

Ditto what Sandy said. {{{{LILLY}}}}

Love,
Michelle

Petra Wilson · Post by **Petra Wilson** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 5:04 pm

Yeah, Thrice what Sandy said, Liller's! You funny girl, you!

Hey EveryOne, Lilly is so kind and considerate to me nearly every day...she waters my virtual plants in Facebook and earns me gold points! LOL xx That must take up a fair bit of time Lilly!!!

Love you very much,

{{{{Lilly}}}}

Theresa1111 · Post by **Theresa1111** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 10:48 pm

had a temporary attack of over sensitivity...I am sorry..... Embarassed Forgive me for acting like this....there are people being killed by rocket attacks overseas...makes me feel awfully ashamed. Please forgive me.x

Dear Lilly,

Yes, there are problems world wide. Sandy gave me some wonderful insight when I felt as you did and it was something like..."I know what you mean when you say I know others must have troubles worse than mine...but your troubles and your hurdles of life cause you pain and hurt you just as much as those that seem so much worse in other's lives...You are just as important as anyone and just as deserving of happiness."

Don't be ashamed. We are friends here and we are here to listen. Thank you for sharing it is a release and a healing experience. I am so glad a upsetting experience for you ended in happiness. I can tell you are an awesome caring person.

Theresa

justylonging1111 · Post by **justylonging1111** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 11:33 pm

OH Lilly,

I just wanted to give you a hug {{{{{Lilly}}}} and tell you I can very much relate to your being sensitive like the way you mentioned!

I too have been seeing colors in my spiritual vision, this seems to be increasing! I really love seeing them... While awake and not meditating, I regularly see purple or violet too

God Bless You Lilly!

Love Tannis

lilly · Post by **lilly** » Sun Jan 11, 2009 11:48 pm

Thankyou Everyone,
I'm up and running this morning and much the wiser. My grandchildren are coming over so I'll look forward to seeing them today. Thankyou so much for the Love and strength, we are like geese here...Lol If one is wounded or can't fly in a formation...one or two others go and stay with it until it recovers....
Sometimes things get overwhelming for me, all my relationships seem to have gone haywire....except the one with my daughter and you people here. Things will work out for the best.
Godbless you all, hey, and me too.
lilly xox