I have been a lurker on the site for a while but I have been seeing these numbers so many times in the past few weeks that I am reaching out. A part of me is curious and a part of me is very skeptical. This is not the first time unexplained things have happened to me, but I just don't understand why it is happening to me. And I get very frusterated because if someone is trying to get in contact with me, how can I receive these messages. I am a very black and white person who doesn't have a lot of patience at times. I guess I am just looking for a flashing billboard with a message on it, lol.
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My life has been pretty much insane over the past few years. My grandfather past away, and my beloved mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer. Dealing with that, stress at my job, and family issues have left my head spinning at times. I feel like I am trapped in a box and can't get out. I think that is why I have become so sensitive to seeing these numbers.
I just wanted to share my story and see if anyone had any tips for a clunk-head like myself.