Hello Dylan and Kim,
I think we must remember that as brilliant as the Midwayers and even our Angel friends are, they too are evolutionary and not perfected beings. So they understand our human failings and love us without fail and judgement. They long to help us in all our endeavors but most especially in those that lead us ever inwards toward a growing relationship with our God within from which eternity resides.
I too have never known them to turn away from me because of attitude or blunder... no quite the opposite.
Yet I think the wonderful reminders you experience Dylan are gentle and encouraging even endearing, (coming from one who has heard the Kookaburra call many times.) I suspect, although you feel despair at your own perceived failures to purge the negative from your life, that there is much love surrounding you, much understanding from beings who too have faced the fire of rebellion and come through the other side wiser, better focused and sure footed on their path to Paradise. The Midwayer history is filled with mistakes of judgement, forgiveness, reconciliation and renewed faith and vigor in the ascendant process which relies on the unconditional Divine Love of Creator of all. It is this shared earthiness that creates a bond of understanding and kinship between humans and Midwayers. We truly are brothers and sisters of this Earth and our accomplishments are theirs as well since they will be free to follow their own journey to Paradise when our world is settled in Light and Life.
We are loved beyond measure and when we fail, just as a toddler may fall, we are gently placed on our feet and with a kiss allowed to proceed once more...each step our own choice freely and unmistakably.
The Midwayers are rejoicing with you, Dylan, as you stop, take in their reminder... freeing your heart to feel the joy, the opportunities that mortal life brings as you learn to discard negativity when it crops up. What a wonderful efficient "life prompt" you and the Midwayers have devised between you. Thank you for sharing this fascinating idea with the rest of us. You know it reminds me of something a dear friend of ours, Alexander, wrote years ago. He came to an agreement with his angels and Midwayers so that when they wished to speak with him, they would knock on his wooden furniture. It seems these Mid "Guys and Gals" are quite creative and willing to work with us in imaginative ways to help us achieve spiritual growth.
Have a wonderful week!
Humankind has not woven the web of life. We are but one thread within it. Whatever we do to the web, we do to ourselves. All things are bound together. All things connect.
~ Chief Seattle ~