My Sweet Daughter

[happyrain]

My sweet daughter

I know your Smile
I see your Laughter
I feel your Spirit

You rise with ease
Into the vacuum of nothing
And Merge on command
These Astral Bodies

Speaking the Universal Language
Of Joy and Play
You teach and learn
Simultaneously

Gliding down the stairs,
Rolling with the Dogs,
And chanting AUM

Taking me with you to BLISS

My Girl
My World

[Sandy]

That is very beautiful and precious dear friend.
Thank you for for the warmth and peace it has given me.

love,
Sandy

[happyrain]

Thank you Sandy...

I wrote it feeling inspired after waking up from a dream. I believe I am going to have a daughter. She has made herself known to me over the years. I'm still a single guy but I feel her... Concerning the dream, all I could recall after waking up was this theme of preparing for a daughter. When I tried to remember the details, this song started playing in my head over and over...

https://youtu.be/mOT76ikyudo

I suddenly felt the need to write to her... So I took one of my first experiences with her, which I am fortunate enough to have archived here...

This morning I again project and as I pull myself out from my body I look at my hands and instead see these slender, shadowy/wispy hands in front of me. I don't quite remember viewing my astral self in this manner- I am feeling lighter and I see words move across empty space in my room and I giggle as I try to say those words aloud. As if discovering I have a voice I get excited but it also sounds girly? I roll around in my room and crawl, I peek my head out of the bedroom door because there is a part of me that knows the dogs are about to be let outside. I wonder with excitement if they see me and seem to be making a game of things. I then get this vision to go outside and I glide down the stairs but am still looking at these wispy shadowy hands of mine. Once I get outside I raise my hands up and say, "AUM" and I see the shadow like hands stretching up to the sky- I feel so happy doing this. I try again and again, "AUM" and everything starts floating up and I start laughing.

The name I was given was Abigail.

Last year when I was hospitalized I pleaded to God and asked Casey if she could reach out in the aether for me... My girl came through. Casey channeled that this beings name started with an A. Aila. Do you see her lips underneath her nose? They're so cute. Gosh she's so beautiful. Gorgeous eyes.

This is Aila or, Abigail...


Months later I asked Casey for another reading. And again my child decided to reach out. This is her in another form- a star child coming through with the name Mahri.


Each transmission contains a message... What I can say is my girl will have big, brown beautiful eyes. That's how I recognize her in her different form... Her eyes are near the same. She is so innocent, and has such an appreciation for Life.

It's an exciting time.

[Sandy]

Eric,
You are so blessed!
She is adorable! The mere thought of her must brighten every moment...I am reminded of something found in the Christian Bible, where Master Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me for theirs is the kingdom of God." I think there is a good reason you posted this today... and a good reminder for me... thank you!
Finding my joy...my aum...
xxSandy

[happyrain]

Thank you Sandy,

for the normal exchange of conversation, which I value more than you know. For the acceptance of my belief with this matter as well. And I feel so happy to have shared, knowing it impacted you in a meaningful way.

I was thinking about children again last night... And I believe my "TA" was chiming in...

He said something along the lines(this communication was received more like visuals with narration) ...When living in a corrupt society, where lies are presented as factual- and history erased or manipulated
The truth can be found in the innocence of a child.
The love between a parent and child.

The love for a family.

Sandy. I believe we are receiving the same lesson, considering you have shared the same message.

Glory Be Thank You Lord ~ <3

Amen! =) = ) = ) = ) = ) ! ! !

PS... This concept really blows my mind... Because even in a dystopian world where they may try to destroy the family unit- if you dig, you will find you have a family out there... Just like my little one.

[Sandy]

Families can be all kinds of combinations when love is present. I like to think that all of us here are a kind of family... When I think of my life for nearly two decades, you guys, this place, has been in the center of it all. And I am grateful for the strength and love I find in all of you...my board family.
Be blessed and happy everybody.
xxSandy

[Starwalker]

I was guided to this thread today. That was a beautiful poem, Eric. Babies and puppies are two things that always seem to put an insuppressible smile on my face. I think it’s wonderful how your future daughter comes through to you. I have thought about having a daughter as well. It would be an adopted daughter in my case.

Thanks for the post and getting me thinking about this. I’m not getting any younger and if I truly want this then I should make a decision about it soon.

[Sandy]

Thank you for bringing this beautiful poem to our attention again, Jonathan. You want to know what is odd? Earlier today I had a little time where I could sit outside in nature and I was quietly drifting and I thought of Eric and his future daughter. Strange, huh? I wonder why?
It is a beautiful poem, isn't it?
xxSandy

[Starwalker]

What a coincidence, Sandy! Spirit moves in mysterious ways. I hope this little one finds its way into the world soon.

[happyrain]

Not to soon!

Wow... Thank you guys. My heart is singing.

Jonathan, I hope your wish comes true too. You will make an excellent Father.

Sandy, it's nice to see your posting! Jon joined me last week and we included you in a healing circle. It's amazing that you would sit in quiet some time later and share these thoughts with me.

Really, we are connected by God. Nothing more profound than that.

To the both of you (((<3)))

My Spiritual friends

[Sandy]

I am smiling at this...

Jonathan wrote:

"What a coincidence, Sandy! Spirit moves in mysterious ways. I hope this little one finds its way into the world soon."

Eric replied:

"Not to soon! "

Yeah...timing is important, eh? I suspect you both will make excellent fathers someday.
Thank you for including me in the healing circle.

Sandy

[Starwalker]

Thanks, Sandy. I'm already a father, actually. I had a son when I was in my early twenties. It didn't work out with his mom though. The loss of my family has caused me much grief throughout the years. I haven't been in a relationship with a woman since then. I did the best I could for my son, and have always been a part of his life. But it's not the same when you aren't there all the time. I've always wanted to try again, but that whole experience left me with some permanent scars.

I had a strange experience today that made me recall this thread. I was at a middle eastern grocery store and spotted a bin with some random items in it. I eyed a box that had "LED Lantern" written on the side and felt somewhat drawn to it. When I picked it up I first thought it was empty, but then I felt something clunk around inside. I opened the box to find a tiny plastic baby girl lying in a pink cradle. I'm thinking it might be time to try again. A baby girl sure would light up my life.

[Sandy]

I'm sorry, Jonathan. I did not mean to bring up something that might be a little painful.
I just want to say, though, that you were young at the time and life has a way of creating, the narrative in which we are the lead actor. I can tell you this, I've learned that our children are children regardless of age, and easily hurt in ways we don't expect. When I married George and lived away from my grown children there was an estrangement with them for a time because I moved away. And it broke my heart. I always considered that I was a pretty good mom, but their reaction to my decision cast doubt in my mind as to that. And it shouldn't have. All we can do is try on this journey through life and know that because we aren't perfect and have knowledge of the future we will make tough decisions that can if we allow it lead to better understanding, knowledge, and valuable experiences that Spirit will be able to use in the future. I know you know this. But that doesn't make it any easier does it? Some people might view these things I speak of as "mistakes "but are they really...mistakes? As we work through the ramifications of everything we do from moment to moment we are getting something the Creator of All has deemed so valuable that there has been created the ascendant process leading eventually to Paradise. I hadn't looked at it that way before...this demonstrates how important even, let's say, what I deem my mistakes may be for my eternal education toward perfection. Man, this is gonna take a while as I am a slow learner...None of you wait up there for me...LOL

hugs,
Sandy

[Sandy]

I also meant to say my heart leaped when you shared your experience in the grocery store...a baby girl...
That would be so lovely.
xxSandy

[Starwalker]

No worries about bringing anything up to me, Sandy. Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional. And I guess I choose to give myself a kick in the butt every now and then. But thank you for the kind reminders. There is certainly a purpose to our mistakes.

It was a strange experience in the grocery store. It was my first time there and it felt like a different world. They were playing what I think were Muslim prayers over the speakers. I couldn’t understand the words but my mind was flooded with spiritual thoughts. And since then I’ve been noticing a lot of babies. And children’s music showed up in my playlist today. I used to love singing them to my son when he was little.

He’ll be 21 this year and doesn’t have much time for his dad these days. Which is probably a good thing in some ways. He’s living his own life and making his own mistakes. But he still turns to me when he feels troubled by something or needs a guiding hand. So I guess I did something right.

I think it’s understandable that your children would be upset about you leaving. From what I can tell, you are a very loving person and it was probably hard for them not having you close by. But I’m sure they realized in time that you have to live your own life as well. I think it can be hard sometimes for kids to think of their parents as anything but their parents. Im sure the whole experience brought you all some growth.

Take care,
Jonathan