My amazing love story with 11:11 and 111
11:11 and 111. This is where it started to get strange and almost annoying. I kept seeing these numbers everywhere!! Even my mother mentioned at one point as if they were haunting me. One night me and a friend were driving and we passed a church. The lights inside the church were flickering on and off. It was bizarre. I looked at the clock in the car and it was 11:11. So I thought this was a sign of Clay. I thought this meant that we were suppose to be together and that one day we would be. So it drove me absolutely crazy, and I would do silly things like drive by his house and felt trapped and kept asking God, " why are you doing this to me, why are you not putting us back together if you are going to continuously put 11:11 and 111 in front of me.
I moved out of my house at 18 and i was doing things i shouldnt be doing. Going out to clubs and dancing and drinking and partying up like young adults do. I felt empty inside. I felt as if a void was just lingering. I was in Garland and i was driving by a church and it said they were having a service that night (wednesday) and as i read the sign my clock in my car said 11:11. I told myself, i am going!! There was a strange pull for me to go. So i went. I walked into this church with shorts and tshirt and i sat in a pue waiting for the service to begin. a nice lady sat down beside me and asked me my name and if i was ok. I am sure i looked like a runaway or they thought i was pregnant or something. I just told her i saw the sign and like going to non denomination churches. The pastor started to talk and asked us to get up and make a circle and hold hands. I started to get this overwhelmeing feeling. He than talked about Isaiah 64:8 Yet you, LORD, are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand. It hit me like a ton of bricks. It felt like the floor dropped out and like the church was shaking. I could hear God and he was saying " IT IS ME AMY! I AM 11:11 AND 111! I LOVE YOU! FOLLOW ME! YOU ARE MY CLAY! IT IS ME IT IS ME!!!!''. It was the most amazing thing that has ever happend to me. That night i had a very vivid dream. I was in house and there was a demon like creature with wings chasing me. I jumped out of house and it was very dark outside. I was running and running and it was still chasing me, but then i started to fly. I was flying in the sky and all of the sudden there was a tree branch. I landed on the branch. I can hear God say, " you are ok, i have you. Just sit here". I am not sure still what that means but it was a beutiful dream even though is was scary.
I started dating a guy and got pregnant. On January 11 (111) i was in the shower and i heard God tell me that i was pregnant. It was very clear. On January 18th it was confimed. When i had my daughter Karley Faith, i had nothing. We were so poor it wasn't even funny. No car, no phone and i stayed home with her. That is when i started to meditate and really get into the gift of prayer. I would light candles and pray and when i worshiped in my apartment i could sometimes feel as though my feet could leave the floor. I started to think about going to nursing school. I was never a good student and am dyslexic. My sister was going to start nursing school and said i should check it out. I was so nervous....i applied for grants and loans and they were all approved. The councelor told me that i should look at doing something else because this program was hard. The day i was going to register for my classes and pick up my books, i prayed. I was praying like no ones buisness. I said to God, " please help me make the right decision. I am not sure if this is your plan. If it is not your plan, please make something happen to where i can't register. make the classes full or something. just give me a sign. I will be ok with whatever you decide but i have to know that it is your plan". I went and registered. I was able to get all of my books. The last stop was to get my parking sticker. I stood in line and recieved mine. I got the sticker to put on my car and the number on it was 0001111. I almost threw up. I turned around and looked at the person behind me and hers read 0001112. I felt God hold me and say, " this is your path and if you walk in faith i will show the way and be here for you".
After that, i was in tune with God and my beautiful angels. They guided me through school. I have three children and have been a nurse for 16 years and i am working on my Masters right now.
Sadly i have not been in tune with my spiritual side. I need to be and am making my way back. I need it now more than ever. I just wanted to share my story of 11:11 and how the universe used it to bring me to God.