I have always felt like somewhat of an "outsider" in terms of the masses; especially growing up. I was popular and had friends but I still felt different. I've always been a very deep and caring person but was pressured at a young age to suppress these elements of my personality because it didn't really fit in with the majority where I grew up; especially for a boy. So I suppose I suppressed many aspects of my personality in order to be more socially accepted and viewed as more of a "bad boy". A defense mechanism.
Well I have been experiencing the number thing for several months now. It didn't really start until I was literally at a fork in the road in terms of my spiritual and physical life. Thankfully, I was led to the right path and now I progress in my journey. However, the numbers didn't happen first. I initially had a surreal experience where I was subsequently able to look back at the past few months of my life and piece together everything like a puzzle. I eerie connections in everything and did not see them as coincidental. The best way to describe it is stepping into a new dimension or seeing things in a completely different way; a spiritual way. I also experienced things of a psychic nature. The instance that sticks out the most in my mind was that I was able to know that my dad had a knee problem. He never told me but I heard him mumble that he was going to the doctor and I pointed out that I knew which knee he was having problems with since I was able to relate it to what was shown to me a few days earlier. Very hard to explain...but i can save the details of that for another story.
So I did not start noticing the numbers and the patterns until I started a new career that involves alot of numbers
I was suddenly noticing all these numbers and patterns and it initially scared me and I thought I was going crazy. I have now realized that it is not scary and I enjoy it very much. I see countless numbers on a daily basis due to my job, so not a day goes by without at least several occurrences. I am still in the initial phase of my "spiritual awakening" and am eager to progress my communication in hopes of increasing my contact with these spirits. Any feedback or advice would be appreciated
Thank You
