WHAT HAPPEND !?

zackislost · Post by **zackislost** » Sat Oct 17, 2009 7:54 pm

i used to see 11:11 12:12 1:11 8:08 (dont know if this is relevent). but for the past 2months i've seen nothing. in this month i feel like my life is crumbling. i lost my job, my girlfriend and all my confidence and self esteem is slowly dieing. im a composer and ive been dry for ideas lately, whenever i used to think about the midwayers i got ideas and made some melodys but now nothing

my life is losing purpose i feel useless

help?

MichelleP · Post by **MichelleP** » Sat Oct 17, 2009 8:51 pm

Oh Zack,

I am so sorry to hear about your troubles. Sometimes in life we have to loose something to gain something better. But any sort of loss is sad. A part of us has been taken away and it takes some time to get past it. But loosing a job and/or girlfriend does not mean you are any less of a person. It just means those things no longer held a purpose in your life anymore. Please hold onto faith that things will get better because they will. Maybe take some time to compose for yourself your ideal new life. Then take the next steps to make that new life a reality. Maybe once you feel in control again you will gain your confidence back and your song writing will return. My best to you, your life will turn around again I promise.

Love,
Michelle

justme805 · Post by **justme805** » Sat Oct 17, 2009 8:52 pm

hELLO FRIEND.... IM Robin

....

to hear about your sadness/feelings/losses...if you need friends ...

and somone 2 hear u or chatt with u.....,you came to the right message board

i hope we can uplift your self esteem/confidence

, sometime the angels/midwayers

are giving us

space/distance...so we dont rely souling on them. i believe they are helping us deal with lifes energy/stuff....by letting us try 2 resolve and handle are earthly mojoz threw self

but that doent mean we arent alone in are earthly matterz

...they are watching from a

love distance....PS you matter

zackislost · Post by **zackislost** » Sat Oct 17, 2009 9:00 pm

thanks alot justme805 and Michelle Petkus

Post by **Geoff** » Sat Oct 17, 2009 11:42 pm

Dear Zack,

Sounds like a trying time, and these are the hardest to keep in sync with the universe. Hers praying you will feel some light soon.

love,
Geoff

Post by **Sandy** » Sun Oct 18, 2009 4:57 am

Dear Zack,

I am so sorry that you are experiencing these heartache in your life right now. I have been sitting here thinking about you and your post, wishing I could somehow make your troubles go away for you. But it isn't in my power nor is it my right. But I do care and deeply wish that the next days, hours and moments reveal light and hope and realities you possibly haven't seen and considered before. You are not lost dear new friend. All that made you special when you had a job and a girlfriend and wrote songs that inspired and moved others is still very much a part of you. Along with these things are ideas and ways of looking at the world that perhaps in your sadness are simply not seen at this time and that is okay because I think we all need time to find our feet and re evaluate where we would like our path to go next. Consider this time of, what seems lack, as perhaps more a time of rest, a time to get to know and understand yourself much better. I suspect you will emmerge much like a butterfly leaving the coccon, in glorious new colors!

I too will pray for your peace, welfare and happiness. Welcome to our loving community and may God bless you Zack,
Love,
Sandy

Post by **sammy** » Sun Oct 18, 2009 1:28 pm

Dear darling Zack,

Oh! I had all these wonderful things to share with you. Had a LONG post and something inside me made me erase it (I think the exact words were "he's not going to read ALL that!)...I was told to simply write:

YOU ARE LOVED! Know it...feel it. All will be fine...Zackisfound

Much LOVE to you Darling Zack!!!!
Sammy

zackislost · Post by **zackislost** » Sun Oct 18, 2009 4:06 pm

thanks everybody its really helping

Fatalrandomness · Post by **Fatalrandomness** » Sun Oct 18, 2009 4:08 pm

as u have live and have expiriences in ur life u will never dry up

lilly · Post by **lilly** » Mon Oct 19, 2009 10:08 am

Hi zack
Just take a day at a time....even an hour at a time, if you need to. I understand to some degree where you are at and really feel for you. If you keep coming here and listen out for the positive, in time your outlook will improve. Many of us have had a really awful time where all seems bleak and lost. Let me just say, It will pass!!! (((Hugs)))
We are all here to support you and help you to recover your equilibrium. Our unseen friends will always be there for us no matter what!!!
Love lilly xox

blue nova · Post by **blue nova** » Mon Oct 19, 2009 10:58 am

hello Zack,

you have much purpose....

this life...it is yours. try not to count on others for your happiness....find it within yourself.....

((((Hugs))))
anne

luvinlife · Post by **luvinlife** » Mon Oct 19, 2009 2:07 pm

Everyone has written such beautiful, inspiring words. I hope they're helpiing, because they're sure helping me too!

Clare

hmm · Post by **hmm** » Mon Oct 19, 2009 3:58 pm

You know I was listening to Mississippi Public Broadcasting and they have a show on there call Speaking of Faith. The guest on there said that we should live in the moment because its all we really have. I found that profound! And not a bad idea for a song *hint* *hint*.

Post by **sammy** » Mon Oct 19, 2009 4:16 pm

Morning Zack - I think Hmmm is prompting you!

LOVE!!!!

Chrystalchild · Post by **Chrystalchild** » Mon Oct 19, 2009 6:04 pm

Hi Zack!

Welcome to the board!

As you can see this board is full of loving people! What else more to say to all this uplifting and loving words

Loved it!!

Anne mentioned already..

this life...it is yours. try not to count on others for your happiness....find it within yourself.....

..and honestly i am telling that to myself every single day!

Most important stay positive and HAPPY

- eventhough its sometimes quite hard to do so...i know.
These up & downs are experiences we have to take ....(un)fortunately!
We are never alone and very much loved!

God bless you all!
Love&light
Vera

jfarris · Post by **jfarris** » Mon Oct 19, 2009 6:11 pm

Hi Zack.

All I can say about this thread is WOW!

and

Love and Light,

jody

blue nova · Post by **blue nova** » Mon Oct 19, 2009 6:39 pm

.
find yourself, love yourself.....by dwelving deep within....contact the never ending source of Bliss...then, you will never find yourself without inspiration...for you will find your cup fillled. you will return with empty cup in hand...ready to fill with Bliss again and again. one will never tire of filling up cup.

never will cup run empty again

rely...only on your cup for bliss...no one elses....

(((Hugs)))

CutieKenge · Post by **CutieKenge** » Tue Oct 20, 2009 4:11 am

Hi Zack,
This is a great place to come when you are feeling down! So much love and support here, isn't there?

You will be in my prayers. Sometimes life can seem to be moving so smoothly then suddenly start to crumble. I have totally been there. Just continue to take it day by day - with time things always seem to sort themselves out and get better. Sometimes life just has to *readjust* itself only to make it better - although during the hard times it surely is not easy to think so positively.

A couple years ago, I was going through one of the most difficult times in my life thus far - and I was also working in music production at the time. Sometimes I was so down that I could find no inspiration to make any music, but what really helped me was making music through and inspired by the pain I was feeling. And honestly, I made some of my best songs and it was very therapeutic at the same time!

I pray you find that *thing* that brings you comfort and peace. And remember you are not alone and your life matters very much! May this time bring beautiful blessings your way.

Love & Peace,
Kendra

CutieKenge · Post by **CutieKenge** » Tue Oct 20, 2009 4:13 am

Ooo...and look here! I just sent that message at 11:11pm my time!

That's a good sign, Zack!

zackislost · Post by **zackislost** » Tue Oct 20, 2009 2:00 pm

i think i owe you people alot. im starting to think more positively and guess what ? im back to composing

thanks everyone

jfarris · Post by **jfarris** » Tue Oct 20, 2009 2:26 pm

Awesome, Zack!

think i owe you people alot. im starting to think more positively and guess what ? im back to composing

Just take the time to lift someone elses spirits when you feel compelled to do so.

Love and Light,

Jody

zackislost · Post by **zackislost** » Tue Oct 20, 2009 3:00 pm

i hear ya

Post by **Sandy** » Tue Oct 20, 2009 3:12 pm

Hi Zach!

Glad to hear you're feeling better...

Love,
Sandy

Post by **sammy** » Tue Oct 20, 2009 4:41 pm

im starting to think more positively and guess what ? im back to composing

YEEE-AYAH!

LOVE!!!!
Sammy

zackislost · Post by **zackislost** » Wed Oct 21, 2009 3:38 pm

lol getting even better. i passed my driving exam

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