Lynn,
Everything happens for a reason! You have the greatest sayings!
peacockplume wrote: ↑Wed Aug 26, 2020 11:37 pmAnd a birdie told me I was relying on you too much, so to pull up my socks hahaha
Guess I have been feeling responsible for posting most of the group meditations and feel like I've let everyone down if that doesn't happen.
peacockplume wrote: ↑Wed Aug 26, 2020 11:37 pmI called Laura today and said if she could lighten it up a bit would be a good thing. We had a good chat!
Lol! Would have liked to have been a little birdie in on that conversation.
R&R is a must for me, unfortunately something I too easily set aside in the summer.
My own fault when it finally catches up to me. Allowing myself to be depleted already and reading about the hurricane put my emotions in a tailspin. Finally went to several sites on YouTube about protecting myself as an empath. That and withdrawing for a few days helped considerably.
Eric,
While moral courage is a worthwhile topic to meditate on, I simply settled on asking for what ever lesson were suppose to learn.
Sandy,
I hope George continues to feel better!
Love to all of you ALL!
Kim
Group Meditation August 31, 2020
Worked very diligently to stay focused on meditating this morning. Again last night I was so involved on getting work done, I completely forgot it was Sunday.
For the past couple of weeks I've been, distracted by life, working too much, feeling depleted by the pain and havoc being wreaked on the world and in the lives of pretty much everyone around me. I'd been having unexpected outbursts of anger and judgmental feelings(mostly in my head), and reaping the almost immediate consequences from that. These intense feelings of negativity very much surprised me, as I'd worked so hard for years to understand these things with wider perspective. I'd been able to attain for a while now an overall feeling of balance.
Finally I had to withdraw into isolating, calming activities when having the chance, as I was feeling unwell in mind, body and spirit.
On several occasions I tried to connect with my TA and other celestials, but without success. This morning I was able to put everything else aside and focus on going into alpha. Took a few minutes to settle my mind, but was finally successful. Went to the river. Immediately began swimming with a steady strong stroke down the river to the center of the ocean.
My TA met me there. I was so relieved when we rose upward, landing on the peak of a mountain. Banyan and I were completely alone. I knew the huge influx of negativity in the world and people close to me, along with neglecting my spiritual practices, had eroded almost completely my protective layers. The past few weeks it felt like my emotions were a battlefield, being bombarded from all directions without much deflection.
I asked if part of my erratic feelings were a result of others attaching to me, hijacking my emotions and energy. He agreed, we reviewed several practices I needed to learn about and implement, protecting myself. Of course these were all things I'd been informed of in the past, but because of my focus being so scattered this summer, all that was on hold.
I'd understood I was an Empath a while ago, but failed to learn what that really meant and how to shut it down and protect myself. A few days ago I did an intense research on what I needed to do. With that and connecting with Banyan today, I was feeling much better, relieved, and grateful.
Monjoronson appeared then ready to facilitate with the rest of the meditation. He took my hand, we waved to Banyan and sped off, arriving at what appeared to be the aftermath of a battle. I'd set my intention only to receive a lesson we needed to learn. Was glad it turned out we were still gaining an understanding and routing out the dark entities.
The whole area was covered in darkness, but we could see blackened areas where bombs had impacted. I asked about the rest of the group. Immediately Eric, Lynn and Sandy were at my side. We understood that even though the battle here was over and the negative entities had left, the land where it was fought had absorbed the negativity and remained buried deep in the ground.
We could see faint blue filaments floating in the air. Immediately we grasped individual strands one at a time, and began attaching them to the center of each bombed area. Having done that the thread became a wide brilliant beam of light anchored in heaven. Radiant healing protection pulsed it's energy into the ground. Over and over we did this until all the darkness had been dispelled. The song We Are The World, and Fields of Gold began playing,... Had the thought, "Maybe they'd been playing the whole time, and I had just now been able to hear them."
My conclusion as to why these songs were in this meditation are, obviously we are all in this existence together, and we need to remember to stop and relax every once in awhile. For a country(girl) like me, walking among the fields of gold would be perfect. As always everyone is welcome to come to their own ideas and messages about the presence of songs in the meditations.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYJKBnGZnMA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AM4nWq6mU9k
I stood there looking over the scene, going over what we'd been told about the Satan's generals hiding out in the consciousness of the world. Reviewing what I'd been experiencing the past few weeks, realization hit. This was my own consciousness! The battle that took place here had been going on inside of me! Wide-eyed, looking at the others, we'd all gained that conclusion at the same time! They all said their goodbyes leaving to go tend to their own battlefields.
Conversing with Monjoronson I asked, “Is all of it? The anger, hatred, disasters happening in the world,... is it all the doings of the minions of darkness? Their last ditch effort to spread as much chaos as they can as an effort to remain here?
He nodded explaining it to me(I won't put quotes around it because this is my understanding of what he said). It seems the explosion of everything that is happening is the product of the combination of all the negativity of humanity. Our being influenced by darkness, this is the result of The Law Of Attraction. I understood this as the lesson today. I asked if he would please help me find the right words to convey this message.
This meditation is to remind EVERYONE, that in order to expel the darkness disrupting the world, “We must root out it's source, go inward and attach the light to all of the darkness buried within our own consciousness.” And remain diligent, learning what we must to keep ourselves protected from it's returning. Others can help us with this, but mainly it's the personal responsibility of each individual to make the changes within and without to effect changes in the world.
Ultimately we are all connected and affected by the pain sent out into the world. The ripples of our individual words and actions expand outward, touching, receiving, and reflecting... Unless we become aware of it's existence, make a conscious decision to interrupt the flow. By understanding and protecting ourselves, we also protect those who would have been affected by us. “ We are the world,... we are the children...”
This meditation lasted for a little over an hour. The crystals I held were a very large rose quartz and a very large heart-shaped white quartz fairy stone.
Love, peace, and courage to all,
Kim