Meditation August 23, 2019
Posted: Fri Aug 23, 2019 2:22 pm
Meditation August 23 2019,
After releasing the residue from my chakras down through the tube that lets them fall into the River of Love, instead of following the right hand path(Ha! The 'right path') down to the river, I decided to jump into the tube myself. Slipping down like in a tunnel slide. The tube was the size of a huge culvert I could stand up in. I was surprised seeing the whole end of the tube was plugged with all my residue. Instead of being absorbed into the rive, I hadn't completely allowed it all to go. It was a great sparkly shiny pile like fine grains of glitter. I kicked and kicked, until it all once and for all emptied into he river. Decided in that moment to go that way myself, enjoying the underwater swim for a long way, until finally getting out on the right bank far downstream.
On the bank I began recalling all the mistakes and ignorances of my life. Began feeling sad and regretful, bending over a little with each remembrance. I wondered if this was the end of the meditation when Nebadonia leaned down taking my hand. She led me up to a spiritual learning center in the sky. It was so beautiful and, bright, light feeling. Instead of stopping to listen to one of the teachers, I was led to a giant life size outdoor chess board. It was made of clear crystal, the squares outlined in abalone inlay. I had no opponent, mine was the only side set up for play. Immediately understanding each piece was made out of the residue of my chakras. sculpted into a player ready to do battle. Like they were my army to protect me. I looked at Nebadonia questioningly. She smiled, bowed, and left me to figure the significance out on my own. My grandma was behind her and did the same. I went closely to examine each individual piece. After a moment I poked one with my finger, it completely lost cohesion, became a pile of glittery sand, then sifted through the floor of the chess board.
I could see through the board, seeing the River of Love flowing beneath. Realization hit me, the chess board was my life, the residue figures, pillars of my fears, sculpted by me as protection. They didn't really protect me, just barriers between me and my enemies... Looking across the board I remembered there were no other players, only myself. Understanding then, that my fears only kept me from moving on with my life. Touching each one they disintegrated through the floor, once and for all dissolving into the River.
The sun began to set. New figures formed of their own making. They were children who had been in my life, all whom I've loved. They had ribbon sticks and we all began singing and dancing to my Fairy song. They ran off laughing into the sunset to create their own chess boards. I was left there smiling, happy, feeling light and hopeful... maybe all those fears had once and for all, truly been released.
Kim
After releasing the residue from my chakras down through the tube that lets them fall into the River of Love, instead of following the right hand path(Ha! The 'right path') down to the river, I decided to jump into the tube myself. Slipping down like in a tunnel slide. The tube was the size of a huge culvert I could stand up in. I was surprised seeing the whole end of the tube was plugged with all my residue. Instead of being absorbed into the rive, I hadn't completely allowed it all to go. It was a great sparkly shiny pile like fine grains of glitter. I kicked and kicked, until it all once and for all emptied into he river. Decided in that moment to go that way myself, enjoying the underwater swim for a long way, until finally getting out on the right bank far downstream.
On the bank I began recalling all the mistakes and ignorances of my life. Began feeling sad and regretful, bending over a little with each remembrance. I wondered if this was the end of the meditation when Nebadonia leaned down taking my hand. She led me up to a spiritual learning center in the sky. It was so beautiful and, bright, light feeling. Instead of stopping to listen to one of the teachers, I was led to a giant life size outdoor chess board. It was made of clear crystal, the squares outlined in abalone inlay. I had no opponent, mine was the only side set up for play. Immediately understanding each piece was made out of the residue of my chakras. sculpted into a player ready to do battle. Like they were my army to protect me. I looked at Nebadonia questioningly. She smiled, bowed, and left me to figure the significance out on my own. My grandma was behind her and did the same. I went closely to examine each individual piece. After a moment I poked one with my finger, it completely lost cohesion, became a pile of glittery sand, then sifted through the floor of the chess board.
I could see through the board, seeing the River of Love flowing beneath. Realization hit me, the chess board was my life, the residue figures, pillars of my fears, sculpted by me as protection. They didn't really protect me, just barriers between me and my enemies... Looking across the board I remembered there were no other players, only myself. Understanding then, that my fears only kept me from moving on with my life. Touching each one they disintegrated through the floor, once and for all dissolving into the River.
The sun began to set. New figures formed of their own making. They were children who had been in my life, all whom I've loved. They had ribbon sticks and we all began singing and dancing to my Fairy song. They ran off laughing into the sunset to create their own chess boards. I was left there smiling, happy, feeling light and hopeful... maybe all those fears had once and for all, truly been released.
Kim
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She is and was surrounded by Love and with that anything is possible. I bet she feels light as a feather today with that weight and fear behind her. 
