August 7, 2018 We are enough
Meditation August 7, 2018- I am enough
Impromptu meditation in the middle of the day. Decided to put everything else aside. Sit on the couch with my eyes closed, petting our dog. Images of the strife and clutter in the lives of so many I love filled my head. Those ideas ended suddenly leaving me with the singular realization, “I have enough...… I have enough.” After internalizing this for a minute I asked for this thought to be spread over all those suffering. For everyone to receive all that they needed, to feel as I did in this moment. It was so peaceful, I so content. The song All's Quiet by Elton John played in my head. Went through the steps of going into alpha. Ever since Sunday's meditation, the song You Raise Me Up has played over and over in my mind and continued throughout this meditation.
Feeling light of spirit and... blissful! I appeared in my meditation as a small girl, running around in a long flowing regal cloak. I thought, “......Ah, I've grown old enough, that I am young again.” (In reality I am 58, not ancient and decrepit, but at the point in my life of experiencing what it means to be of the maturing generation) It was very comforting feeling this amount of enthusiasm for EVERYTHING life has to offer, free of the constraints and limitations of adulthood. I (literally)ran through the steps of preparing to go into my Library. Met Monjoronson before entering, overjoyed and grateful to be able to feel this way! Hugged him wholeheartedly and raced forward. In the shower, darkness and sadness washed away from me and everyone I brought to my thoughts. Traveled to Urantia to hold hands with everyone on the planet to send healing love to our fatigued overburdened world.
Returning to my library, I hugged with great zeal and gusto, the celestials who help me there. Upstairs in a room of my library reside the embodiment of my older self and younger self. I brought them there years ago to heal the pain and hurt they had lived through. Hugging them affectionately, eyes overflowing, I relayed, “You, me, we.........We are enough!”
Raced to the healing clinic, thanking the celestial healers there, checked the 'machinery' on the healing beds and my loved ones occupying them. Whispered in each ear, “You are enough.”
Running to sit behind the desk in the library, eyes wide with excitement, robes swinging behind me. The elevator opened and my dear teacher Abraham exited smiling broadly, He was wearing white robes with gold trim. My words rushed out in revelation, “I AM ENOUGH!”
Instead of waiting for one or two individuals to appear from the elevator, I sang, “Let them come!” Then a stream of people poured out of the elevator. Golden healing light emanated from our hands as they walked forward. Our words, “You are enough,” was repeated over and over. As they were healed, these individuals turned to line the sides, joining in sending healing love to those entering. My heart was bursting with joy! It was like being in the Disney Fantasia movie! Looking at Abraham with wide eyes of awe and wonder, in a whisper said, “I am a warm zephur...” Then saw myself transform into a translucent blue stream winding its way through the crowd.
At that moment the image changed completely. I grew extremely large and turned into a young woman(still like being in a Disney movie), the background was black, I was wearing a simple long white dress. In my hand I cradled our world. It was like a ball of glowing light. I marveled at its beauty in amazement.” Turning to someone in the darkness I begged, “Please don't let me forget this!” Then spent a few minutes going over and over the details of the meditation. When it felt like the experience had been imprinted, I turned back stating emphatically, “On to the next.”
Love to all!