It is easy for me to want to say to try not to be afraid yet, I too remember that initial nervousness before beginning daily stillness years ago to further communication with Angels and Midwayers. I could tell you how blessed I have been since that date...not necessarily in monetary kinds of stuffed but in a growing relationship with wise and loving beings older than the hills. Their impute... well it's like having best friends around all the time but not in the pushy kind of way) and this impute comes in many forms..not just in the sit down and mediate kind...if we keep our eyes and ears open in our days we see influences and syncronocities and messages in music, books even adverisements.
And so as we continue to become more aware of things unseen we take it a little further and begin to open ourselves up not just to the voices of our spiritual kin but also our God within... For most of us this does not happen in one sitting..it takes a little work on our part but the work is fun and exciting and good for us as it helps to harmonize and balance us on many levels making healthy living a little easier to aquire. (Unless you have a major sweet tooth like I do.
So perhaps, when you are ready, you may want to consider some form of meditation to further the communication.
You may feel more comfortable and confident if you ask for light and protection from On High to surround you, protecting and blessing you. I have found in my own personal meditation that in asking for guidance from the Divine, I derive a sense of peace and comfort as I quiet my mind and begin the journey that is unique to each of us.
I hope you find much enjoyment in the journey ahead.