What a wonderfully supportive and loving thread.
Hey Jimmy, I'm John. I was just digging in my pocket and Yep, there it is, my own two pence worth, so now I Have to jump in.
Sounds like you've got it together well enough. I mean after all life lessons basically are about the decisions we make. You could allow yourself to be just like the bullies, but you don't. You choose to not be like them and by making that conscious decision, you allow your Self the freedom to grow Spiritually. Heard a cool song yesterday. The main lyrics go something like "Some day you're gonna love me." I think it was directed at people who go around being jerks. Anyway your post brought it to mind. So here's to ya.
Love,
John