not sure(raziel?>)

[AiR1k]

i had awaken around 4:12. i remember specifically because---
a look at my digital, it read 4:12:01- and i was thinking to myself-
hey it just turned 4:12--- meaning it was 4:11 when i had first opened my eyes.(or something of that sort)
anyways,
it took a while for me to go back to sleep.
i don't know what happened- or how i got, "there."
i put there in quotes because i feel like i was in two different places-
maybe three.
one being that imagery(dream) in my mind, guiding along with what almost felt like a nightmare-
and the second being the audible in my mind- which is where i heard someone-
i separate the two because although they were meshing- they did not feel as if they were meant to coexist
oh, and the third place would have to be likes my eyes- or the mind itself, taking in everything and trying to construct- or present itself to me.

ANYWAYS heh,
this could all be crazy-talk....
i don't really know where to start.
somewhere in the midst of my sleep and this weird dream i was having, which i can't remember much of(oh and the dream was aligning with the noise i started to hear as time moved forward)
but somewhere through all of this-
that over-whelming feeling started to creep unto my body-
this time it came a lot faster, and noise.. a connection of some sort- had been made a lot quicker.
i remember when i first used to take note of this feeling- picked it apart bit by bit because it was slow enough to feel every sense of it taking over-
i remember it used to be a thing of allowing this feeling to come-

well lately when i've been getting this feeling(which doesn't happen often)-
it is followed up by noise. usually the noise is hard to understand, and the most i get out of it is a hello--- after this i am up-
however, todays incident was a bit different-
so much so, that this is my reason for posting.

well, after tapping into that feeling- i started to hear a bunch of, "chatter."
it sounded like distorted, muffled voices in a hall- all sorts of talking going on- it reminded me of the noise i used to hear back in high school when it was time for lunch. we had a commons which would get filled- and voices would be bouncing off the walls, echoing through out the school.

during the same time this had been happening- i had been struggling in my dream. crawling around- and i could see i had been confused by the noise in the dream-
i don't know what i was doing- maybe crying out.

and then- through out the noise.... as if zoning in on my signal (heh)- i felt another odd sensation directed at me- followed by
"hello? are you ok?"
or maybe it was "is everything alright?"

it was so clear.
it was a mans voice for sure.

for some reason i responded no and openly admitted towards being afraid.
after that... i knew i was starting to lose it.... it felt like i had been trying to force myself to wake up-
but before i go i had to get a name...
i asked what's your name?

razul? something like this. it almost sounded like-
ra- zooel

i tried doing some research... i mean... i needed some kind of validation.
which is partly the reason im awake now.

i tried finding any angel name's that might match
and came across
archangel raziel.

now i'm not sure if this was him---
but this is not the first time i've been presented with the name raziel-
i've had one past encounter with such a name.


anyways-
im looking forward to your opinion and to what you might think is going on
thanks for any help- from anyone


love

[blue nova]

good morning Eric

it probably was raziel and you had a visit or spiritual experience of some sort. if a name seems familiar to you, more than likely you have had many encounters with him/her.

things are constantly happening...on the physical plane and the spiritual/soul plane. when stuff happens on the soul level...it will eventually end up in our consciousness. things sometimes get jumbled up by the time it reaches our consciousness...this is why we interpret spirit happenings as scary or frightful...when on the soul level, it is actually the norm.

so, maybe, your dream was not an actual dream...but that is what your consciousness is telling you.

when this happens to me...i stay calm and try to enjoy

i have doreen virtues book 'angels 101' that describes the angels...i will try and find it. have you been seeing any lights ?

(((Hugs)))
anne

[blue nova]

notice, the times on our posts....

[Bella11:11]

I think it was defianetly a connection


Love & Light
Bella xx