Help please. I have read the sites about the angels. I need to know exactly what they are telling me. I noticed it said to just meditate or ask. I started seeing 11:11 in september of 2009. It frightened me. I thought it was a bad omen. I am having a hard time in marriage and at work. My husband suffers with bipolar depression. I can not take it anymore. I am praying for help. I just want to be free. I am the sole bread winner, problem solver etc..... I am on the verge of a meltdown. I need help. Can I ask the angels to remove me from this situation. I really want a new job. Both are too stressful. What can I do?Thanks for listening,
Welcome to the board. I'm sorry to hear you are facing hardships.
I was perhaps once like you thinking only George Bernard can answer all my questions about 11:11.
While he can & does, he is still human and his hands are in many pots.
I found that there are many amazingly experienced & insightful beings on this board that can guide you just as well.
People like Geoff that know George very well and ALL our moderators....and our friends.
I can totally understand where you're coming from & what you may be going through.
I have 2 friends who are bi-polar.
I'm going to lend you my thoughts from what you've said so far.
Firstly, the circumstances you are in indicate to me that you are being tested
I've been through many of those in my life (as most people do) - one of which left me with a permanent
memory disorder (which seems to have been slowly healing over the years.)
These situations come in phases..in waves...and just like any wave, they build..
they peak..then they recede. We must learn to ride the waves...
else we submerge...and that's no fun.
Being tested means, you have choices (free will) in how you want to handle each test.
Be it what you're going to cook for dinner or how you're going to handle your husband's Bi-polarity.
I wouldn't be surprised if your pre-birth plan was to be in this situation..to learn
lessons you needed to learn. You may say "Why me!?" Well, I say, why not?
Have you ever thought of how many other souls would like to have the experience of duality that
you have the opportunity to experience? I.e. spiritual & yet physical in a single entity?
No, I'm not putting you down. I would NOT do such a senseless thing.
But, do you realize that you are very likely saying the single most
important phrase a living creature can utter? And that phrase is..."Oh God!"
Things to do:
Work it out, work it out, work it out.
No matter what you get thrown at/into. Do not let the circumstance become an obstacle.
Winners are not quitters! And quitters are not winners!
Maintain your poise. There is always a solution to EVERY problem. The web is a great way to
search for what others did before you.
I've learned to tell myself to mentally "step out" of tough situations and examine them
as if I'm not a part of them.
A situation only becomes a problem if you percieve it as a problem.
Look back & notice how-big certain situations in your past seemed & when they passed, how they shrunk!
Perception is so real yet often uncredited that Hypnotherapists like myself actually
"move" physical pain in a Subject's body around to a place where it's more manageable..like from
the upper-back down to the little finger. This can be done because pain is a perception
and perceptions can be CHANGED. Perception starts with thoughts.
A lemon is only as sour as you deem it to be.
Let go off Soda for a while and diet soda starts tasting good. Come back to regular Soda and now
all of a sudden, it's TOO sweeet for you!
My toddler didn't know that the poop in her diaper is supposed to smell REALLY YUCKO until
my wife & I drilled it into her head.
Prior to that time, she would look at the poop in the diaper from inches away and smile.
-I have personally seen that alcohol makes a bi-polar person behave very erratic.
So, I would keep that away from your husband for everyone's sake.
-ASK God for guidance to remove obstacles in your path. If you don't yet understand the concept of God but
are more confortable with "Higher Self," then ask your higher Self. It's INDEED a spark of God in you.
We may not feel 'it' but He is there.
Lay yourself steady in a bathtub & you can't tell the temperature...until it moves or you move.
Put a 25 pound weight on your hand...you'll feel it...leave it there because you can't remove it...
& you can learn to manage living with it....and life still goes on.
All that you experience & your reaction to those experiences are relayed to the final source & center, the ultimate energy...God.
If you triumph, that experience too is relayed to God in its entirety by that spark straight from your unduplicated, unique
amongst universe of universes, particular, individual, Blessed, special, one-of-a-kind personality.
-I have seen that a simple hypnotherapy session helps a bi-polar person calm down
(as long as they're not having their episodes at that moment.)
I recently did hypnotherapy for a bi-polar person who was going through some crazy set of circumstances
namely; has 2 kids, father & boyfriend hate her, lost job, is bi-polar, has liver disease,
depression for which she was taking pills, insurance wouldn't pay for her pills..
the list seemed horrifyingly endless & clue-less! So, I firstly asked her to take 3 deep breaths & went deeper from there.
The result was when I woke her up from the trance. she not only felt no more pain in the liver (I don't know if it returned later,
& I had never said "You shall feel no more pain in your liver,")
she got her composure back, was smiling, had clarity & reflectively said "I shouted at my father,"..."I shouldn't have
told my Psychiatrist what to do.") Clarity..a different perspective on the SAME problems The solution was inside her already.
I also gave her a "trigger" & had her practice it 3 times in trance. The trigger (which can be anything,
a smell, taste, word, sound, feeling, thought, activity, etc.) was a touch of her thumb & index finger to re-create on-demand,
the same feeling of wonderfulness she was feeling in trance.
When I woke her up, she was able to reproduce it on demand. Needless to say she felt great (& surprised,) no longer confused
or stressed. I told her to use the trigger anytime she feels agitated, confused, angry & even when she "feels bi-polar."
You can learn this to help your husband & it will help you too. The possibilities are far-reaching
what you can do with Hypnotherapy. (Whether you want to make him quack like a duck, dance like a chicken is up to you!)
-When you get a prompt (see 11:11 or any other repeating set of numbers: x:22, x:44,)
know that somebody up there loves you and is around you witnessing your struggle.
Verbally acknowledge the prompt coz Midwayers are not allowed to hear your thoughts (unless you verbally permit them.)
There is something about you that you may not recognize & appreciate yourself, that they see as valuable.
Recognize this and feel good about it.
Everyone doesn't get prompted even if they LIVE with a family member who does!
In fact, your own guardian angels are struggling along with you continually.
When you are sad, they feel it too. When you are happy, they feel it too.
Do you really want your Holy guardian angels to feel sad? I wouldn't.
Know that they live their lives serving you by rules from their masters to keep you on-track with your
own game plan & juggle when you change it. Hey, youz got free willz dawg! You can!
However, If you give up, there is more than 1 living creature on this earth that fail in their mission.
There will be more than 1 creature that will be judged for your actions.
There will be more hearts than yours that will be broken... and you may realize & regret that later.
And that message...er...is also relayed to God..... So don't give up!
when the going gets tough...the tough get going baby!
-To maintain your sanity, do things that you enjoy when you get the opportunity.
When chores are done, everybody needs goof-off time. I've learned NOT to feel guilty about that!
However, a simple meditation or merely the act of shutting that damn TV off, closing your eyes &
'letting any-thought-that-comes merely pass you by without pushing or engaging it' for 15 mins
beats any 'activity' you can engage in. It's refreshing to clear your head of thoughts.
-Get a good nights sleep, even if it means power naps.
A fresh mind makes sound decisions calmly.
If you email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
, I'll email you a short progressive relaxation MP3 that will
give you a nice well-deserved rest. Friends & I use it frequently when things get chaotic
and sleep becomes uneasy. After a while, you will find yourself remembering the simple words
& can rest deep without the MP3.
-Ask relatives or a friend to help you when schedules conflict (& immediately strategize for alternate ways.)
-Do not pity yourself. You're wasting your energy & that attitude is laughable.
-How do you know that the 11:11 midwayers are real living creatures?
Take a moment to think about this:
Can you see the light of your microwaves cooking your food?
Can you see the light of your remote control turning your TV on or off?
Can you see ultraviolet radiation?
Can you see X-rays when your insides are recorded on a B&W photo?
Can you see in the dark? You'd need night-vision goggles wouldn't you?
Can you see the light from your cellphone communicating with the tower?
Can you see the light from the 24 earth-orbiting satellites talking to your GPS?
Can you see the heat emanating from your own body?
The answer to all those questions is NO...yet you KNOW that the light exists!
Why do I say "light" because light is a part of the Electromagnetic spectrum
and so are ALL the other forms of energy, matter, radio-waves included....even us.
Just coz you can't see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
What you SEE is a tiny fraction of what exists.
Look at the 3rd picture down labelled "The Elecromagnetic Spectrum".
The part most people base their opinion/perception of "reality" on is 10% of what really exists in the universe.
This is simple physics:
What we previously thought never existed is actually intelligently "asking us" to look at
very specific numbers over & over again.
-Order George Bernard's Akashic Construct CD. I did.
Not only does his voice take you to a beautifully deep, serene & peaceful place
but the training is likely to open-up some beautiful unexpected skills you may/may not be aware of.
This is a very very easy thing to do..to listen to a CD while chillin.....and oh so worth it!
My gut instinct tells me that you will manage it through.
I also feel that when this "phase" is over, you may look back at it like you ran through a barbed
wire fence & are going to feel greatly empowered at how you managed yourself -with grace under fire.
I haven't even met you, but I can sense you will say this with a smile on your face.
If I had let (my perceived) cyclical confusion & sadness in my mind at age 19 submerge me,
my body would've ceased to exist..and nearly did.
But unknown to me & not even being a believer in a real God at that time,
there was someone up-above watching me & he/she/they setup a series of co-incidences
in my path during that time.. the result of which caused my recovery from clinical depression MYSELF.
I have scars on my wrist to remind me of that day. And I too smile at them now.
Frankly, my act was disgrace under fire....hee hee....if I had known then what I know now. (-:
-I would like to send you my Seraphim Healing Energies if you wish. Just email me a time & day.
Everyone that I've sent them to usually say they felt peaceful.
-Know that no matter how bad things seem, someone else has it worse than you.
-Know that to serve/sacrifice for a family member is a special opportunity to be grabbed by the antlers.
-Know that not all thoughts are yours, particularly when your thoughts & the resulting action lead to a co-incidence.
You may already know that coz you weren't trying to look for the "11:11" prompts in the first place, right?
-Know that clearing the mind of thoughts that don't serve you well is a bloody good idea mate!
-Know that talking to yourself is not silly. It's clarifying.
-Know that you are a lightworker (thanks Sandy!) Someone in a pioneering role.
-Know that everyone on this board loves you like a sister & a close friend & will grow to understand you.
We will lend you our ears & thoughts when you're having a bad day, when you're
having a good day, when you're having doubts & need reassurance, when you want a
suggestion. And we will share with you a hearty smile from all our 32-teeth
(or..er...whatever's left of them) when you tell us of your triumphs!