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by crluvearth
Wed Jun 02, 2010 12:47 am
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Presence with Fear
Replies: 26
Views: 23871

Presence with Fear

Normally when I meditate I feel, after some time, a sense of presence, usually a light toughing/stroking to my face, which I love and have grown to feel comforted by, but whenever it goes beyond that I still find myself getting nervous. Recently I lay down to meditate and almost immediately sensed a...
by crluvearth
Tue Jun 01, 2010 9:06 pm
Forum: The Urantia Book
Topic: Reuniting with Family
Replies: 6
Views: 11832

Reuniting with Family

Hello, I have been reading the Urantia book for a few months, fascinating and enlightening! I am just reaching the section on the Local Universe and wondering if there is somewhere in the book where it discusses being reunited with family? Maybe I missed it or haven't reached this yet but it's somet...
by crluvearth
Tue Jun 01, 2010 8:58 pm
Forum: The Urantia Book
Topic: Fear
Replies: 4
Views: 9965

Re: Fear

Hi Lola, Thank you for your honesty and trust, it can be hard to state the struggles we are having. I find being on a Spiritual journey I think all my defects should just magically disappear but I am finding I have to see them first, acknowledge them and then work through them. And it seems the fart...
by crluvearth
Mon Apr 19, 2010 8:36 pm
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Back to Basics
Replies: 0
Views: 2384

Back to Basics

I took a long break from the meditation cd's because I have been enthralled with reading the Urantia book the past few months. I continue to meditate/reflect after I read but it's at night so mostly I fall asleep. This book is life changing and I can't not go to bed without reading it so it's been a...
by crluvearth
Thu Sep 03, 2009 12:37 am
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Still struggling with the visual
Replies: 3
Views: 5053

Still struggling with the visual

I was hoping after more time I would get better with visualizing my Akashic Library but I am still struggling with certain elements such the stage and elevator. The elevator I can not visualize at all for some reason so therefore I can not see it rising. No elevator, no visitors :cry: Is it likely t...
by crluvearth
Thu Sep 03, 2009 12:10 am
Forum: 11:11 phenomena
Topic: Test Message Prompts
Replies: 4
Views: 3551

Oops, typo. I meant Text Message Prompts, not Test.
by crluvearth
Thu Sep 03, 2009 12:10 am
Forum: 11:11 phenomena
Topic: Test Message Prompts
Replies: 4
Views: 3551

Test Message Prompts

I have received 3 text messages from 333, my most frequented prompt. I received one a few months ago then two more a week apart. They all say from 333 and that I have been sent a message on my cell phone carries website. Well there is no where to send messages on this website, I have checked everywh...
by crluvearth
Wed Sep 02, 2009 11:59 pm
Forum: 11:11 phenomena
Topic: Do all our birthdays fall on the 11th?
Replies: 76
Views: 65439

I never even made the connection but my birthday is October 11th! Very cool :D
by crluvearth
Tue Jul 07, 2009 12:52 am
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Stuck
Replies: 5
Views: 6434

Thank you both for your kind encouragement and sorry it has taken me so long to respond. I took in what you both said and the next time I meditated I let go of expectation and went into it a little more calm :wink: It was an amazing experience, not life changing but I could definitely tell it was di...
by crluvearth
Mon Jun 15, 2009 3:23 am
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Stuck
Replies: 5
Views: 6434

Stuck

I feel like I am not making any progress, although I have been practicing for a few weeks now. Last week I was struggling with a migraine for a few days, which made it hard to relax. I found myself much more irritable and disconnected after a few days of not being able to practice. I am getting back...
by crluvearth
Mon Jun 08, 2009 11:12 pm
Forum: 11:11 phenomena
Topic: HOW DO YOU PRAY?
Replies: 19
Views: 13479

Good subject as I use to always "think" I was praying wrong but it really had to do more with being detached, on my end of course. Since I've been on this journey it seems to be so much more natural and open, and like many have said before me, personal. It is a feeling for me, a connection...
by crluvearth
Mon Jun 08, 2009 11:03 pm
Forum: 11:11 phenomena
Topic: Amazing prompt on my cell phone
Replies: 144
Views: 270566

I'm so glad you posted this! I got a text message last week from 333, which is my common time prompt and the message was to go to my mobile site and there would be a message for me. I did check my mobile phone site but no message and nothing related to 333. I almost posted this but thought maybe I w...
by crluvearth
Mon Jun 08, 2009 10:38 pm
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Falling asleep...
Replies: 37
Views: 26133

I have the falling asleep issue as well and finding time during the morning as well. With 2 young kids and working it can be a tricky balance. I think the effort and willingness to practice is also important :wink:
by crluvearth
Mon Jun 01, 2009 5:36 pm
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Recent experiences
Replies: 3
Views: 4765

Thank you Sandy! I appreciate your suggestion "to go with the flow...", it is hard at times not to judge how I am doing but you are correct that I need to let go and not worry if I am doing it right or not. I will work on this. I have two kids so yes mornings are hectic, most times it is t...
by crluvearth
Sun May 31, 2009 6:21 pm
Forum: Angels in Action
Topic: Physical contact?
Replies: 54
Views: 41573

Physical contact?

Last night as I was saying my prayers I asked my Spirit for help and guidance with my mediation practice I have been doing. I also always acknowledge my Angel(s) presence and almost always get a nice stroke on the cheek or forehead. Last night after I prayed for guidance I suddenly felt like somethi...
by crluvearth
Sun May 31, 2009 6:10 pm
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Recent experiences
Replies: 3
Views: 4765

Recent experiences

I continue to practice my meditation daily but have switched to doing this during the day as suggested in the List Op email "Becoming a Receiver of Celestial Messages" (loved this one!). No contact but I can tell I am learning something with each experience. My biggest struggle continues t...
by crluvearth
Tue May 19, 2009 11:18 pm
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Noobie CD User - comments sought.
Replies: 7
Views: 8377

I just got my CD yesterday, yay :D I listened to the first 2 segments with earphones and everytime I started to relax the voice prompts would startle me. I got really frustrated but tried to remember it will take time. I am also sensitive to noise so I did try turning the volume down but nothing hel...
by crluvearth
Mon May 18, 2009 4:17 am
Forum: 11:11 phenomena
Topic: New to all this and utterly amazed. WOW!
Replies: 27
Views: 17202

Welcome Jan & White Light Believer! This is an amazing journey, personal and within this community. I have only been part of the community for a short time but it has helped me so much- affirmations and just a safe place to share my experiences. I hope you both find what you are looking for, or ...
by crluvearth
Mon May 18, 2009 4:05 am
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Meditation experiences
Replies: 6
Views: 6845

I am so greatful to hear other's have had this experience, affirmations are really helpful since I am still new to all of this. Thank you all for sharing :flower:

With love,
Cindy
by crluvearth
Thu May 14, 2009 9:27 pm
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Meditation experiences
Replies: 6
Views: 6845

Meditation experiences

I am waiting for my Akashic CD so in the meantime I have been practicing meditation nightly. I find myself excited to turn in each evening and instead of watching TV to turn off my mind I look to quieting the mind with praciticing meditation. On a few occasions I have had the sensation that somethin...
by crluvearth
Wed May 06, 2009 10:53 pm
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Question about starting Akashic
Replies: 5
Views: 6390

Thank you for the welcome and clarification. I have ordered the CD (although I would have anyway) and I can't wait to get started. I have already been working on quieting my mind a few times when going to bed and it's amazing how relaxed I felt. I feel more hopeful and connected to "something&q...
by crluvearth
Wed May 06, 2009 9:36 pm
Forum: Akashic Construct Students
Topic: Question about starting Akashic
Replies: 5
Views: 6390

Question about starting Akashic

I started reading about Akashic last week while visiting this site (I love this site!!!). I haven't been able to stop thinking about it and I am so excited to order the CD and start learning and praciticing. The only question/concern I have is something I read on the Akashic link from the homepage a...