I had a song picked out for you that may help a little. There is something very special about this song that brings my soul peace when I need it.
https://youtu.be/4ylsNHXJljk.
Silent Lucidity


Absolutley! I couldnt agree more, Nick. Its taken me a bit, but ive been slowly working through this thread from page 1 lol. You, sir, have some amazing experiences!