11:11 Angels Message Board

Heya Michelle, I just noticed ONE THING about myself if anything here. I'm caught in some sort of repetitive state where it seems I keep on like a broken darn record. Keep repeating the sam things over and over and over and over again just in different verbiage. If I go back I just keep repeating my...

Heya ALL, much care and love sent out here... Coming up on 6 months here, the anniversaries are difficult at best, and I'm still floundering at times...I just keep praying and asking for help. Her mom is still dealing with the fallout from this all, and hasn't even really had it sink in yet that she...

Ohio? I'm in Pennsylvania! Just south of Pittsburgh...

Hey All! Happy Australia Day to me friends down under...Yeah, enjoyin' that warm weather aren't ya? Rain, misery, cold, and just waiting for the snow to eventually get here...LOL...

Much love to all :0)

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Heya all! LTNS! Been really busy with life...Getting things in order and moving forward. Things have really eased up on me about 3/4 weeks ago. Can't explain it? Then again, in one reality it comes to mind that no one can share consciousness or pain with a person. The experience is singular. Thats w...

Heya all, much love and greetings to you...I just wanted to stop in and say hi. Been working through this nightmare, backsliding, forward, backsliding forward. Been something I've never been acquainted with before, so its definitely not to take "light"...A lot of emotions come and go. It g...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78X4So5A1jY That is an acoustic remake of one of my favorite songs by my fave band... OK, hmm...Just dropping by tonight...Not much going on, things be still a changin'...Taking stock in what really went on. Taking a real "look" at it...I mean, taking a look...

Howdy folks! Much love, happiness, all around to you all! I'm in the middle of reviewing a posting that's off in the wings... Things haven't been the same here for some time. I'm moving forward, getting more and more prompts, I feel like something big is heading my way in life? Been working with my ...

Hey all, much love all around... I have some things that have surfaced...Way more diabolical than anyone could imagine, and it was a really evil force that came into her life some 7-8 years ago. In retrospect, a person as gifted as she was, in the profession she was, somehow I thought she could have...

Hey folks, greetings! Much love for all! Well, just stopping by to say hi and kind of a "progress" report if you can call it that? I went to Ashleys memorial service on Sunday, and as it added closure to some things, it opened up other wounds in some ways...Nothing really bad though, I'm k...

Even more funny, take a look at the hat in my pic...Yep, its an 11, totally forgot that Staal hat (Pens Hockey) had it on there...

Hmmm kind of odd? I re-read that...Its like --> I <-- feel like an alcoholic who has slipped back into the bottle with the repetitiveness of it....

Yeeesh...Gonna go pound my head off the driveway!

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Faceplants in the sand... Yes, it happens...Just when your "thinking" you're getting back on track the sine wave hits harder at time-...The guilt from the email I still question, I'm only human, my friend had read it, says to me "Dave, the only thing I get from it is that she was driv...

"Right on" Clare! YEAH! I'm telling all of you, there's something going on? I can't explain it...Its just happening...I've been at the meditative prayer thing, and not even so much at times, but its kinda strange that a lot of the negativity is like melting away...The loss, although I reco...

Good evening my friends. Wow. I can't tell you how much you people have meant to me over the past week or so, but I'm going to say in earnest, and humbly from my heart, that I've been learning, AND heeding what I've learned here...I've been in meditation, I've not been here for a few days writing. I...

Dear Geoff, I have. I don't take any of this in any unkind way. Things really didn't start out this way, or I wouldn't have stuck it out...She asked me "don't give up on me" when we had reached a level where we both realized that we talked more than most married people, and we did. That's ...

Hey all, much love and peace back to you all as well :-) I'm not alluding anything to the 11:11 prompting other than something happened...In me, why would I be here? I'm wondering about the realization of it again as I walked back into the house to respond to this and I have my phone on military tim...

Coincidentally, one of my friends posed that "perhaps you were her last chance in this life to get out of the nose dive she was in?" Kind of making it sound that like I was put in her path to help...But when all the love in the world doesn't open anyone's eyes? The answers are so wide and ...

Hey guys, I REALLY appreciate the outreach and prayers, good thoughts, and kind words... This is becoming more and more of a problem for me emotionally wise so to speak. I am really taking stock in what has happened, and what/where things were going between her and I...Funny how hindsight is 20/20.....

I wish it were a joke...

Today was her memorial service at her hospital where she worked. Now she KNOWS the hurt and pain she has caused so many, and the web that is created. Every friend of mine, every friend of hers, every friend of a friend has to deal with this somehow.

My fiance, the last time I'd heard from her was in a text. The text was pretty bad...Look, besides all of that, she was the best thing in my life, ever. I pretty much lived for her, and changed my life around completely to show her that I was in this for real, and I was committed to her. She had suf...