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by mustangocd
Sun Mar 11, 2012 8:10 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Well it always gets tough time of year when dad died and mom. Being they both died 2 month apart from cancer. I dont say anthing to anyone I dont want them to know I have problems with it all. Lots of things go threw my mind though. And with mom and dad comming to me in my dreams well thats understa...
by mustangocd
Mon Jan 30, 2012 8:15 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Well its been some time since I left a message here. I havnt seen my dad anymore. Although both mom and dad come to me in my dreams. Think that is normal. I still do keep seeing 11:11 or 1:11 or 11 all the time. I hit DVR stop on TV cause I see it in the background sometimes. I like things now being...
by mustangocd
Sun Nov 28, 2010 5:23 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

well Im just not sure what to think of things at times like the tube in the kitchen. I just blow it off in front of my wife I dont tell her of things that I go threw although I did call her when I saw dad. I thought i needed to get locked up. The tube that was in the kitchen i just wouldnt address i...
by mustangocd
Sat Nov 20, 2010 4:25 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

I thought with time things change. But it doesnt today I had lunch with my sister and listen to her talk. It seems she has had the identical thoughts same as me about mom. I mean identical. imean identical. I didnt tell her I was trying to keep my composure. Then 2 weeks ago I found a cardboard tube...
by mustangocd
Tue May 11, 2010 12:35 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

I have been having dreams about mom an dad, They are tearing me up inside well on outside too. I know they are just dreams.
by mustangocd
Mon May 03, 2010 4:38 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Well I have been stressing about the anniversary of my dads death on june 1. Being the care taker its just tough and very vivid the days leading up to this day. I know I will make it thew it, I always do.
by mustangocd
Sun Feb 14, 2010 9:44 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

I know its like all of you say its a matter of how I use it when it comes to me or think about it. I Have a hard time trying to turn it around. Fri I knew someone close to me died. I could feel it. I even told the one person I have just started to share this stuff about me. I was so upset I left wor...
by mustangocd
Thu Feb 11, 2010 10:16 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Its a hard thing to understand for myself But I know what I know. I never would tell anyone about it nor try to make them believe if I did. I know its what you make of it as in a gift or curse. I really wish I could make good thing out of it. Like when I was young. But it really seems to get the bes...
by mustangocd
Sat Feb 06, 2010 4:46 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Well here it goes. As I grew up I figure my mom had mothers intuition I seen things that she would know as I got older I realized as she told me she knew things. I guess I always scoffed it off. I know some of you mentioned the term midwayers or something like that I really don't know what that stuf...
by mustangocd
Thu Feb 04, 2010 4:13 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

There are other things that have been going on in my life, things I know my mom would only understand if I explained. Things that I seen her experience. I wish I understood why I can do the same. Im not going to say I disblelieved her but I always knew there was more to the story, I see feel and exp...
by mustangocd
Tue Feb 02, 2010 9:26 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake/ Smthing new hppn

Well this didnt happen to me, But it did to my wife and kinda me. You know I bought the house from my siblings. And my father said I want to make sure u know its your house that the others don't think make it like they can walk threw. He really gave me the impression that In my heart i knew I wouldn...
by mustangocd
Fri Jan 08, 2010 12:02 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Hi Geoff: I meditated after reading mustangocd story last night trying to see if I could dream about my father. Just to see his face again. The dream that came to me was like I said, very abstract. In the dream my father and mother were much younger and my father was trying to eat at the table. I w...
by mustangocd
Wed Jan 06, 2010 9:36 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

No I can afford to take a vacation. And get 3 weeks from work. Just the way I was raised by mom and dad to work hard. To do the most you can do. ........ I always been a person of principle of trying to do my best and the right thing to do. Dear mustangocd, There is still something wrong with your ...
by mustangocd
Sat Jan 02, 2010 7:08 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Now mind you I haven't taken a vacation since 2001 and forfeit my vacation every year. So I'm not sure what she or the dream is trying to tell me. Gee thats not good. Why do you do that? Vacations are important. If you are short of money, you can do house exchanges, or even stay at home just to bre...
by mustangocd
Sat Jan 02, 2010 7:02 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Hi Mustangocd ....... Good to meet you :hithere First of all, when your Mum said : She gave me a stern look and said no I need to go to work. ... don't you think she meant that you need to go to work on your Spirituality and not your job? From what you've written so far, that would make far more se...
by mustangocd
Mon Dec 28, 2009 11:21 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

I mentioned before that in my dreams my mom couldn't talk to me. Only walk behind my father pacing and had to let him talk to me in my dreams. I was happy to have my mom talking to me in my dream last night it gave me so much peace. Maybe it was Christmas thing I don't know. I didn't feel good last ...
by mustangocd
Sat Nov 28, 2009 11:29 pm
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Re: seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Hello everyone. Its been awhile since I have said anything. Its been a tough long hall for me yet. Lots of questions yet. The other day I had a strange thing that happend in the house. This is the same house I designed & built for my folks 10 years before they died. same house they died in. As my da...
by mustangocd
Fri Feb 27, 2009 3:43 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

today I was Just called from a business that I work with, that my old boss and good friend had a cardiac arrest about a week ago. He was in anther town. Basically he went brain dead his wife and kids took him off life support. except pain med, MRI and CT showed his brain turned white means it died a...
by mustangocd
Sun Feb 22, 2009 6:09 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Don't you think its so way out there when I seen my dad that he was so much real You could touch him but fade away within a second and half He never talked to me those 3 times only in my dreams. But he was so real I'm not talking someone you get that glimpse of for a second. Dad seen mom many times ...
by mustangocd
Fri Feb 20, 2009 12:00 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

In the past I had seen things I never wanted to talk to anyone about. One of them I shared with my mom. I was a teenager and I walke up from the basement as I always did in the morning to sit with my mom at the kitchen table. She was sobbing in her chair. I was so worried I asked her what was wrong?...
by mustangocd
Wed Feb 18, 2009 5:44 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

Well each time he totally appeared. but when vanished it was a fade in about a second and half no more than 2. I talked of everthing before he died. I seen things that lets me know there is someone on the other side to meet you. I heard the conversation and my wife and my sister. As my sis and I hel...
by mustangocd
Wed Feb 18, 2009 5:17 am
Forum: Talking about angels
Topic: seeing my dead father I know I was awake
Replies: 104
Views: 27042

seeing my dead father I know I was awake

Well first of all I hope im in the right place. I am 44 years old. I dont want to use my name I dont want people to think im nuts. My mom and dad died 2mo 2 weeks apart. They both died of cancer. I was very close to my mom. she died first I was with both and held there hand as they died. My father I...